Posts Tagged ‘reflections’

Endurance / Hanging In There

Thursday, May 2nd, 2013

What they call Interests, those have gone;

New ones in their place must be born;

I sit, pensive, pensive ’bout nothing –

Nowhere to go and nothing to sing –

And when I try, ’tis the world’s own discord;

But I can still listen to the Lord.

 

What they call Passions, those I control;

For if I don’t, they’ll cause misery untold;

I sit motionless, thinking about but nothing –

The heavens to attain if thought but took wing!

But such’s not to try, for it moves of its own accord;

Yet, in such dimness, I can listen to the Lord.

 

What they call Strength, in me I don’t witness;

Call it or strength, or life, or passion, or finesse;

All’s sapped into but a single thought –

A thought of nothingness, one large Nought;

No Should nor Ought for me now. I can’t afford

Not to keep listening and listening to the Lord.

 

Beethoven-Lord empowers the survival-will

Of those by Life made miserable-ill;

I go to him who Acts not on Whim;

For dear life now I hang by Him.

Beethoven as God-Symbol, The Music as Reality

Friday, June 22nd, 2012

Beethoven is the god, and the name is a symbol; the tangible is the music. If I were to have said “this is music,” and generalised it with the sounds we hear, and with other music like pop music, then there would be no Master.

Yes, that is indeed a possibility; it is music for its own sake — and then it would carry infinite potential for degeneration:

Music for its own sake >> Entertainment, for self >> Recreation (which can be useful) >> Fun (where recreation takes on a form where I am the centre) >> The opposite of boredom; a connection with something at all, instead of disconnection from the world including myself, which is death >> Just a means of passing time, where anything else would do and anything really will do to pass the time, because nothing is required >> And therefore, emptiness.

From there, one comes to: If Beethoven indeed is a god, and the symbol of one, and the music is the tangible, can we extend the above idea to our gods, to “God”? The answer is a resounding Yes. Because:

(a) The idea of Beethoven as “God” might be innate to me, but that innate idea of God we all carry; and

(b) When the tangible is music, it blends with the ordinary, the “real,” with what we call life. Music, as has been explored by the intellectuals and as has been experienced every day by the millions, is the bridge between the sensual and the sublime. (That phrase – “the bridge between…” is someone else’s creation; I do not recollect the name.)

Yes, we can extend the idea. But what does that mean? What is it that is useful which emerges from the extension? It is this: To take oneself away from the idea that the symbol is more than the symbol; and hence, to take oneself towards the tangible. That transition is useful.

The example now is Beethoven and the music. When one is stricken by the symbol, one asks: What was that man’s childhood like? Is it a myth that his drunken father forced him into piano lessons, or is it the truth? Was there really a woman whom he called the Immortal Beloved? Did he frequent prostitutes at some stage of his life, or was he celibate to the point of his death? These questions have led to the matter of countless papers and chapters of books, of voluminous speculation, all of which is considerably less constructive than the question of whether one should, or can, or wishes to, consume food of Italian as opposed to Mexican cuisine for lunch.

When one detaches from the symbol, one arrives at the tangible: In this case, the music. After the Appassionata, one hardly needs to question what the man behind the music – two hundred years ago – ate. After the ninth symphony, one does not necessarily wish to know what kind of person the composer was. After op. 131, one scarcely cares whether there was a human responsible for those godly sounds we hear.

So often I have asked people, “Why do you care who the man was? – Why not just listen to the music?” The answer, I suspect, is the all-too-common petty interest in people, which in turn arises from the fact that it is easier to look at a person than to look at a thing. My humble submission is that, were one to genuinely listen to the Mastermusic, one would not care for the human entity behind it. The sublimity is present in the music; no-one need bother about the sublime nature, or otherwise, of the man – and whether this view of the man as Master is valid or not.

The freewill thing and the QM thing

Monday, August 9th, 2010

I’m sure the following idea, exactly or perhaps with a little variation, has occurred to many of the people who’ve thought about free will and about quantum mechanics. It’s so elegant, I must put it down.

About free will, my most concise thought is in two parts:

(A) If you ask the question of whether you have it, the answer is a simple No, because when you’re asking it, you’re looking for it, and how can it be there when you’re doing something apart from freely willing, namely, asking the question?

(B) If you look back and observe your past actions, then you might see that for some actions, you have demonstrated free will.

The current context is the relation of that to quantum mechanics in the form of Schrödinger’s Cat.

Simply change the question from “Is the cat there” to “Can I know if the cat is there or not”.

Then, here’s what it looks like:

(A) When I try to answer the question of whether or not the cat is there, then I cannot know if the cat is there or not. That is, I cannot answer the question when I try to do it.

(B) If I don’t try to answer the question, then yes, there has to be an answer to the question.

As everyone (who has thought along these lines) knows, this idea can become many encyclopedias. So I’ll state my point here: these two funny things, about free will and about QM, are pretty much the same. “Pretty much” as in: The freewill thing is the “internal version,” and the QM thing is the “external version.”

The view from the inside and the view of the outside are the only two things in intellectual life. If my observation is correct, then the fundamental question is the same — or, at least, the respective fundamental questions are mirror images of each other.

The third “thing” — namely, everyday operation and life in general — has no freewill question, neither a QM question; the killer tool is Probability. We know that QM comes down to probability in one sense. There is a way of thinking in which freewill also comes down to probability. The former is unappealing to the scientist in us; the latter is unappealing to the human. However, the former appeals to the human (“There is still a way in which QM can be described”), and the latter appeals to the scientist (“The freewill problem is indeed tractable”). This last bit is perhaps my real contribution to the topic.